Monday, June 1, 2009


I lost a dear friend this week.... I loved him sometimes more than I loved my own father. Now I miss him like I miss my dad. Now I'm mad at him like I'm mad at my dad. He's gone and I miss him. we haven't talked  for over a year, because I no longer talk to his daughter and I didn't ever feel right about calling him I took that for granted because part of me just figured that someday the dust would settle and I could reach out and call him ..... or I would be in maui and just stop in for a drink and a tofu scramble. That time has passed, the dust did settle and I'm angry. Worried about my friend who was like a  sister to me. I know he's happy now and at peace. Peace will come in time for everyone else. 

i wish i could go home and hug her, but i cant.

I'm a bad blogger.

i just forget to post.... i read too many blogs, i forget about mine. here are a few pictures ( the first one is my favorite)  of willie and his buddy bandit in san diego he's my brothers dog and they heart each other like crazy. ill try and be a better blogger!